'Baby gimingaw ko nimo. Nikaon ko ron sa siomayan niya di tika kuyog.'

This is so sweet. :"> Simple it may be but for me it isn't most especially now that we came from an argument. He also seldom admits that he misses me when he do. Sweetest creature. ☺

My lovely bunny. ☺

0008. Sometimes, you just have to leave all the shits behind and move on.

Fell in love with the moon tonight. ღ

May 23, 2012 - Enrollment Day.

     Around 5:00 in the morning, I left the house. Today's our enrollment day and just so you know, there was not a time that it will never be a pain in the ass. My friend and I arrived at the university at exactly 5:30am. Hurriedly we ran up to the 3rd floor and to our shock, the line was longer than expected. Good thing priority numbers were given. I was 51st on the list. Patiently I waited until giving of enrollment forms started. We processed our form as fast as we could hoping we can plot a good schedule. However, shit happens. I am enrolled for only 12 units and what adds up to my frustration is a 3 and a half hour break and the fact that my 12 units is composed of major subjects: Law, Tax and Acctg 5 and 12. I knew it from the very start that this semester's gonna be tough. :(

J: Manglipstick ko ha?
M: Panglipstick dira, fashion mana ninyo. Basta di lang parehas anang uban nga murag borikat.

Everytime we pass through a girl who wears make up like 3 inches thick, he would usually comment. He dislike it and when I occasionally put on make up in my face, he would also comment though it was just a light one. I don't mind though because I'm not really a fan of make up. :)

I just wanna be on the beach. ☺

You'll never be old and wise if you were never young and crazy.

J: What if baby ba, no commu for 1 year niya di sad ta magkita. Murag buwag pero dili jud. Mangita kag lain?
M: Di ko mangitag lain oyy.
J: :">
M: Di ko mangitag lain kay sila raman muduol nako tanan. Mamili rako.
J: Fuckyouuuuuuuuuu!

Kid's Day

     My dad usually organizes games for the kids during fiesta. They get hippy and excited about it. They tend to knock on our door early morning to wake us up, I mean, my dad and brother to kick off the games in the early hours. For this year, however is different. Heavy rain woke us up, my brother was quite saddened in a thought that the games might not be pushed through. It's getting late and the rain seemed unstoppable. Good thing, it still did stop around 9am. And the games began. Had only few photos taken though. :(

And since it's mother's day, here's a race for them especially. :)

Ooops, seems like one is showing off her swimming skills.

Sack race. :)

That's my brother with my two lil cousins after their race.

And here's the noisy baby. That's what we usually call her. She has a very powerful voice, it'll destroy your eardrums. 

Our happy baby, happy says it all. :)

Egg catching, kids edition.

Here's for the parents.

And this. :)

Children's Party lang ang peg! 

And welcome to our place. :)

     T'was hell of a fun day. The games lasted for the whole day. Their was also a basketball competition for homosexual. Fun filled day, indeed. ☺

You have just been warned.

     It will never be easy being with me, never. Insecurities and fears are taking over me most of the time and it seems like I always have to live through each of your fvcking expectations. And to be honest, I just can't. I can't. I fall from time to time and I can do nothing about it. Human as we are we make mistakes. But with every mistake is another lesson learned to help us get through this fvkcing life. Guess what, I am not the person you thought I am. I get insecure when really, I should not. I feel fat and ugly. I don't have that flawless white skin and my hair doesn't always go in place. I am not that strong enough. I'm scared of almost everything. I'm scared of vomiting. I can't walk pass through a bridge, I'm too scared I might fall. I have my own set of limitations. I have frequent arguments with my bestfriend and boyfriend because I am too jealous. I can't give my parents a 1.0 grade and can only seldom place my name on Dean's Lister. I can't handle too much emotion because every now and then I will be suffering from a severe asthma attack. And so I just let things be. I'm not perfect but that does not give you the right to judge my imperfections. I eat when I'm bored. I'll scream at you when I get mad. I get jealous when I catch you happy with someone else. I'm having a hard time maintaining my grades. I burst into tears when I can't stay strong for myself. I'm a frustrated singer and dance like a cockroach. I can't function well without my other half. I have loads of imperfections and issues I wouldn't be surprise if everyone would leave me. And for those who stayed, thank you! I salute you for staying with me no matter how hard it is being with me. ☺

Forever ∞

     Forever is an old-fashioned melodrama set in the ‘50s. This play is about love, maturity, and self-sacrifice. It is also about closure and healing, listening and accepting. It is a play about people who realize that letting go is more sublime than holding on.

     The story revolves around Maria Teresa and Ernesto. They have that kind of love everyone would want to have. However, every relationship will always be tested. Ernesto abandoned  Maria Teresa with Erenesting, their son, over a year old for another woman. Eight years after, he came home to revisit Maria Teresa to ask for forgiveness and another chance as well as to give justice to what really happened eight years ago but for Maria Teresa, it's too late. Too late for another chance, forgiveness maybe, but for another chance for them to be husband and wife, not anymore. For her, it was over and everything was left in the past, buried. After eight years of loneliness and tears, humiliation and heartbreak, she just couldn't take Ernesto back. And so they parted ways, for good, forever. :(

Again, photos grabbed from Little Boy Productions

     I admit, that wasn't the kind of end I expected. I even argued with him telling him that they'll end up together, forever. But instead, they had that sad, tragic end. Oh how I wish Maria Teresa gave him a chance and accepted him but she didn't. I may not understand the reason why but what I understand is that she was hurt. Her heart's busted, broken and torn apart into tiny pieces. One thing I learned about this play is that, sometimes there will be no more second chances. All you have is now, so make the most out of it. Spend every time you have with the one you love and cherish every moment you share so when by the time you have to let go of one another, you're left with no regrets. The play also points out that letting go is more sublime than holding on especially when there's nothing left to hold on to. That in every relationship, love may never be enough. Commitment and faithfulness must come along with it. Committed and faithful heart may be shaken but it will never fall and be blinded by temptations. ☺